You know what?
No I can’t do this, I can’t talk to you.
Don’t talk to me for forever.Stop.Stop trying to make small talk.
I thought I could do this but I can’t.
Don’t talk to me or stare at me or anything of me.
I can’t do it, I’m weak and broken.
So no don’t for a second dare to think that everything will be roses and glitter.
I can’t stare at you or bare even talking to you.
Don’t smile at me because you will never see an expression from me towards you.
Just go away,leave me alone.
To be the person I was once before but even more pathetic.
Once you lose me, you lose me from everything.
I miss you yeah I do that’s not going to change fucking anything so I’ll get over this shit all of it as soon as possible. You’re not here anymore so quite frankly I don’t give a fuck. If it makes you feel any better I’m back to the old me,maybe better. Too bad I have made some choices that you will never know about. You’ll never see the damage. You’ll never see all the behind the scenes.
I’m fucking content about that.